Hi, glad to hear you are doing better today. You know, I have to tell you, you really do have a lot of positive interaction w/your H. and he seems to initiate a lot of it. The call last night, because he couldn’t sleep, was very nice. If I could tell you anything, I would say keep doing whatever it is you are doing, because it seems to be working out very well. I think you have a much better chance to reconcile than I do.
I really want to strive to get to a place where I just don’t care if he comes back. It’s like I have to part ways mentally with what I knew of him. And truth be told, Imdi, if I met H. today and he were acting like this I would not want anything to do with him. If he does come back, it will be because he wants a R. with me and is willing to do what it takes for that. That’s the man I want to be with; not this cheating, selfish person who has broken my heart.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
