Great to hear you feeling better. I love reading when any of us are doing well, even if it's just for a minute because these days I feel different minute by minute. You seem like you're doing very well concentrating on the positives of what's left of your R and trying not to dwell on the negative. I know for me, I have these moments, fleeting for sure, but moments where I catch a glimpse of my life should things turn for the worst. The funny thing is that in these briefest of moments, I see the positive things that may come from it. It is a really strange and powerful feeling, one that is usually followed by extreme feelings in the opposite direction. I can't wait until I get to a place where every interaction with my W does not spawn feelings of dread over what may never be in the future. I want to get to where you are, and I hope you stay there and move forward. Even though you still have your moments, I think you're doing great!