Thanks hope- It is always good to hear from my friends here...it does pick me up and give me the strength to make it through the day.
I am trying really hard not to call him. But, i sometimes wonder if he is waiting for me to call him. I just can't understand why he hasn't picked up the phone. We had a nice time on Sunday...he was very affectionate...we laid on the couch, watching tv. So, whats the problem now? I think he feels guilty when he spends too much time with one of his "women" so he makes it up to the other by being overly attentive for a while...and then switches.
I am just missing him so much right now. I had gotten used to talking to him regularly. The last time we went this long without talking was in october, when i believe he was away with the beast for her birthday. So, of course i wonder if he is away now, and just didn't tell me, which is usual for him. I just don't understand him. I don't understand how someone can go from loving their spouse with their whole heart to having an A and having no regard for their spouse at all. I mean, really, what is wrong with these people?
