Thanks TMU-
I know in my head that you are right, but its my heart that is another story.

flame laced pitchfork stabs us and pulls us back down into the inferno.

Ouch....although a good analogy.

I am trying to focus on other things, but it is hard. There have been so many times over the past 3 days that i have just wanted to pick up the phone and call him. And i can't imagine why he wouldn't want to do the same. But, as i said, i should get used to him not being there every day. Just hurts.