Quote: I hate this. It just makes me want to lash out and do something stupid. But, i won't...i know better.
(((((Imdi))))), I feel your pain. Roller-coaster seems like such a nice euphemism for the hellish ride we are on. We think things are going fine and then another flame laced pitchfork stabs us and pulls us back down into the inferno. Nice to have these fireproof DB suits on, eh? Anyway, I'm not making light of your sitch. I really feel like I'm going to lose it every other minute and in your situation I can imagine it's even worse. You know it will get better but it's ok to feel the way you do until it does. Just try to focus on anything else and pass the time until you feel more calm. I know for me that is hard but we both know we have to try. Keep posting, and remember you're not the person this is making you feel like. You deserve so much more and I hope you get it!
