Ugh...i want to call my H, just to say "hi." I have spoken to him pretty much every day over the past few months, and now not to speak for him 2 days feels like an eternity. It is just magnifying how much i miss him. Since we have been getting along so well lately, talking a lot and laughing, and just having a good time with each other, its hard not to talk to him, if even just to joke around. I know if I talk to him and say something about him not calling me (which i know i shouldn't say), he will just turn it back around on me. But, god, why can't he just pick up the damn phone and call me? Is he that busy? I don't think so? Or maybe he is just spending all of his free time with the beast. I hate this. It just makes me want to lash out and do something stupid. But, i won't...i know better.
