Try not to be too upset with your aunt. I am sure she loves you deeply and what she is saying to you is merely a reflection of the frustration she is feeling. She knows you are hurting. She wants you to be out of pain. She probably thinks that the quickest way out of that pain is for you to"wake up" and D your H. I'm sure she has your best interest at heart. Remember, it's your life and you have to go through this in your own way.
Aunt's reaction is not out of the ordinary, though.
Hope your day is good.
Spitfire
Always do right. This will gratify some people, and astonish the rest. Mark Twain
