Gee, new thread already. I thought these words appropriate for this next thread (thanks Dixie Chicks).

Not much to report here this morning. Still no contact from H, which kind of hurts, although i know i shouldn't let it. I just don't understand how he can't even think of picking up the phone to call me. Today is another waiting game...

Went out to B&N last night. Picked up "For Laci" (thanks hope) and "Surviving Infidelity." Started the Laci book...its very interesting.

So, at dinner last night, i'm having this discussion with my aunt about the whole Laci Peterson thing. She thought it was odd that Scott Peterson called him MIL first, before calling the police or hospitals. I said i didn't think it was that strange, and that my H would probably call my mother first, before calling the police, etc. So, my aunt proceeds to say "he's not your H...stop calling him that...you're separated." You can imagine how that made me feel. So, i said, "no, he still is my H...legally he is still my H." She responds with "well, do you think he thinks of himself as your H?" And i said "i really don't care what he thinks...only what i think, and as far as i am concerned, he's my H." Needless to say, i had to get out the house as soon as possible before i really lost it. I love my aunt and appreciate everything she is doing for me, but that was just really insensitive. Add that to the fact that my H hadn't called in 2 days, and i was feeling pretty crappy.

Today is a new day...hopefully better than yesterday. Not much else is new here. I will check in with you all.