If it weren't for the unconditional love I get from my threee girls, I think I would be insane by now.

I am absolutely going through affection withdrawal. I think we have to go through this step before we can learn to appreciate it without actually depending on it. We depend on it now because of the sitch...its a way of looking for validation I suppose.

Hmm, slight mistake on my part, just talked to W on the phone. I had to call her earlier to ask a question and all week she's been initiating the ILY's. She didn't on the previous couple calls. I had to just call and stupid me, I just blurted out the ILY at the end of the call. Okay, I have to re-read my goals for the weekend....

"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu