It's not about letting him off the hook, it's simple. I'm sick of fighting and if he wants nothing to do with me, than why should I even bother. I'm tired of defending my actions and him telling me my apologies don't mean anything. I am just so sick of it all, and besides, if I let it blow over for atleast a day tomorrow he'll more than likely talk to me about it. You know maybe he's right, If I can't get over what happened 3 years ago, what's the point of trying. I don't know how to let go and I base everything on the past. He hasn't done anything that reflects that he is cheating, no money missing, phone calls etc. He gets pissed when I bring it up because it always leads to the same conversation and I'm sick of it and so is he. I wish I could approach the subject without repeating the approach but I don't know how.
