No pity here, either. Just more hugs. What you wrote was really beautiful, in a sad kind of way. You must know that you cannot be strong all the time. That's ok.
Try not to think of all that is missing from your life right now and instead focus on all that is good. Two beautiful daughters, a new son on the way. People in your life who love you. Grab on to the positives and it will raise you up.
I know you are probably sleeping by now so....sweet dreams. See you tomorrow.
Spitfire
Always do right. This will gratify some people, and astonish the rest. Mark Twain