I don't know about you guys, but this week has friggin' sucked. Is it the fog? I can't get motivated to do darn near anything. Last week was awesome, and now this??? Oh well. This too shall pass.
I got a courtesy copy of a letter my L sent to H's L yesterday, just changing a few things about H's proposed agreement. Whereas H included that I would waive my right to alimony, we struck that and said we'd revisit it later. And instead of him putting the house on the market on May 1, as he proposed, we changed it to June 1. That way, the baby will be here and I'll be able to think a little more clearly about where I want to go in case the house sells quickly. If he put it on the market on May 1, there's a big possibility I would still be preggo. And that would suck.
So now, we see if H and his L agree to our changes. Regardless, we're serving H by Fri., Jan. 20, with our answer to his November order. And that means I'll likely have a court date coming up sometime within the next month. Won't that be weird? The way things are going, I won't see H, or hear his voice, from now until we're sitting in front of a judge who will pretty much decide where I go and when...
I was thinking last night: From the time H and I met until he left me, we never spent a night away from each other. Neither of us wanted to. If he went on an overnight biking trip, he would beg me to go just so I was there with him.
And then just like that, he's gone, and we haven't slept in the same bed since Sept. 15. And the next time I see him will be in court. It's just the strangest thing for me to be able to wrap my brain around this morning, for some odd reason.
Oh well. That's all for now. Nothing exciting, as usual. I just needed to get that off my mind so I can actually get a little work done today ... maybe.
