I think that you are allowing the guilt of your past actions in the marriage rob you of a real life, and that you are hiding that reaction behind a veil of religiosity.
All the best, -NOPkins-
I will ferret out an affair at any opportunity.
-An affair is the embodiment of entitlement, fueled by resentment and lack of respect. -An infidel will remain unreachable so long as their sense of entitlement exceeds their ability to reason.
