Embarassing to think that I am such a cliche after all those years of thinking I am so special, ya know? Maybe it was because he forgot that I was so special. I wanted the excitement to continue, but I think he got comfortable and stopped having fun with me. Took me for granted. I'm just to darn easy.
I've been reading Mar/Venus and thinking that I should have read it a long time ago.
My mind's not working great yet today..need more coffee. I'll keep processing if you think it helps. I know that reading what the guys are thinking really helps me too. I think I got so wrapped up in how neglected, last on everyone's lists, tired, I was, that I didn't consider that H felt like he was Last on MY list. My thought was that he's an adult, he can take care of himself. I have kids to take care of. I had supper on the table every night when he got home, the house clean, bills paid, laundry done, kids cared for. All he had to do was appreciate some of it.
I sound like a spoiled brat and that's something I have to work on...now, I feel like I'm paying my dues, so...maybe I'll grow out of it.
Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.