Do you and your spouse sleep nude??

[Dmsw4]

What lovely alliteration you have there Blackie. I'm easily impressed by a man who can type his way out of tight spots.

I was about to go down the naughty road again, but I promised GEL that I'd behave.

Tonight I ran across a journal I kept during my senior year in high school. What a horrible tease I was... There's my problem right there. The thrill of the chase. Nothing made a guy more boring to me than undying devotion. I think I even wrote something to that effect. I was always chasing the ones I couldn't have and breaking up with the ones who told me they couldn't live without me.

When I met H, I vowed that it was going to be different with him. I was sure it would be forever and I think ...this is where I realize what I nut I am...I think I turned off the "hot" switch and flipped on the "cold". Really. You would think it would be the opposite. Once secure in your relationship, you should then be free to express yourself, your love for each other. Instead, I used it as a means to an end. Once the desired result (marriage) was achieved, I shut down the system.

I'm just a fruitcake. Well, at least I was...I'm getting better. Each day I think I learn something new...today it was that I'm glad I'm not 17 anymore. (Although, I'd take the body in a heartbeat )