Its tough to stay focused some times, I know I did a little backsliding last night. I guess my problem is the emotional rollercoaster ride. Some days, she can say things that make my heart float, and then she shoots it down again with something else. Baby steps I keep telling myself.

Always remember, you are a good person and gosh darnit people like you. Sorry, that was a cheesy rip off from Saturday Night Live, but it fits here. You will be a better person in the end.


"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu