Thanks for being here. Yes, I am trying to concentrate on the Haves and not the Have Nots. I love my boys and from I am getting some strength to carry on. This idea that we are the strong ones is interesting to me and one of the mantras that keeps me going. When I am feeling especially down, I realize that I am also weakest at that point and making the decision to quit, end the marriage, would be very easy, thus appealing to a weak person. Strength does not come easy to me right now but I am learning. You all are helping me recognize where I go wrong a slap me back to reality. Thank you.
