End of another day all. I wish I could say I am doing as well as I was earlier tonight but that would be a lie. She is out, and despite my best efforts, I am getting anxious. I think I am going to bed now. This is the part I hate the most. She's a big girl, and I hope she can take care of herself. I can't wait by the phone, and I am not waiting up. I am losing it little by little but I remain committed to the choice I made earlier tonight, I am just having trouble staying the course. Night all, and see you tomorrow.
