No problem Tim! It seems like we are each other's biggest supporters. Nothing personal because you have been there for me than anyone but it was really nice to hear lotty's comments. It's funny what hearing things from a different voice helps (ohh, probably reminds me of my wife right now). Anyway, I am not really doing great (see: horrible poem) but I am better than a few weeks ago. I actually have a smile on my face right now and for all I know, my W and the OM are in the throws of passion. I can't be worried about that right now. What is happening is happening and I can't change it. (sounds brave, huh!) So here I sit, putting the boys to bed, trying to keep my humor. For what it's worth, I was laying on the couch with S5 when she left and after she hugged S5, I didn't move a muscle. It was awkward for her because I normally initiate hugs. She leaned over and gave me a hug and little peck goodbye. Gee, thanks. I know she knows something's up by that, but I don't give a damn what she thinks. I don't owe her a hug when she's on her way out to do who knows what...or who! Thanks again lotty and tim for your support. I may make it through tonight because of you...and me of course!
