Quick update. The W just called and said she was "going to a movie" tonight. Code for "I'm going to be with the OM." I am freaking like I usually do but I am determined to not let it show this time. Every other time she's gone out like this, I somehow create a situation where she asks me to talk, or I talk to her about the OM or R. I want to just pretend, or act as if, I don't really know whats up. I hope I can do it. Give me strength!
