It's Ok to wonder what else is out there for us! Heck I did it and went on 1 date this summer! After that though it snapped me back to reality! I kept wondering when my wife would realize the "Grass was ain't anymore greener on the other side" and here I was getting ready to graze on some fresh grass! Anyways what I am trying to say it is OK to think about the other side, but as long as you can say to yourself you want to be married to your W regardless of what she does to you, stay the course! You are doing awesome! I am still waiting for my phone call!
Tim
my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1
