Ok Ladies and Gents, I am home now and the PMA has waned a bit. More of the same from the W. Ambivalence and not much else. Did get her to laugh at the memory of me cooking her fish one time (I do not do seafood). It was really good to see her smile again. Of course, then I looked at her lips, which are one of her best attributes, and got emotional. Damnit, it's the little things these days...her lips, the lips I may never kiss again... This sucks...reading goals again...trying to just suck it up and stop doing this to myself but she's right there...right there and I can't do a damn thing about it! Ok, gonna pull it together now. As if, as if, as if...as if I don't love my wife? Anyway, power to you all. May you fare better than I am, and it's only been an hour! I gotta do something about this!
