Welp, I have my second ever therapy session today and I am really looking forward to it. I look at this as the most direct action I am taking to improve myself.
Also, I asked the W once more (since she has yet to say no) if I was going alone, or if she would join me. She said she would pass...and added "for now." The way she said it, the tone she used, was not her normal placating tone when she is just saying something to make me move on. I felt sincerity about the fact that she may decide to go soon.
Of course I am probably projecting what I want her to think but WTH, if all we went on were people's words, we'd be even more screwed up than we are now!
TMU
P.S. If you're wondering, and I do wonder about some of you, I am here so much during the day because I work on a computer and have unlimited access to the internet. We're slow right now so I have lots of free time to roam the boards. After I leave here, I try to GAL as much as possible so don't read/post nearly as much.
