TMU Don't beat yourself up! You did what you truly thought was right! Expext the best but prepare for the worst...you have not seen either yet so stay positive! It is so tough when your heart and soul is so "naked and exposed"! You want love to fill it so bad but dissapointment at times reigns supreme. In your case TMU you had some very positive steps forward and you don't know if anything bad will come from your note so stay poitive! You have done good! Life is about risk and return! If you are not willing to risk something important and make mistakes you will never have the returns you want in life!
Tim
my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1
