Wow TMU, I've been following your sitch closely because it really seems to resemble mine quite a bit. In looking at your posts, it appears that you have come a long way in such a short time. Keep up the good work, it looks like you've already seen some positive signs and, at the very least, it appears that you are coming to terms with a lot of things within yourself. Don't stress over the call. Do not initiate, but let her call you. Its hard, but I think its the right thing to do at this point.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
