Quote: Good work! Keep it up! This is tough knowing that a positve step forward can turn on you in heart beat, but I really try to focus on the positive! I think your W has taken notice of you again and you need to keep going! But I think we both need to have patience!
Thanks for the encouragement Tim. I do think she noticed me again. Hell, I notice me again. I am down to 165 (5'10") from 178. my haircut looks great and I can once again dress the way I want to and pull it off. My self esteem issues were really never with my looks but it really helps to know that you are doing your best at personal maintenance. I do love her so much and I want to remain positive but as you know, it's hard. We have to trust our instincts right now and trust is mighty hard to come by in my life.
