Yea man. I want to earn a place on that board so much but I know it will be a long time until I can know I belong there. No matter what happens, I know I have a tough road ahead. I really keep telling myself that the work must continue. Today, as a 180, I did not call her yet. Not to be insensitive to what happened last night but I don't want to push it. We both know what happened. She will call me at some point and we'll see what happens. I am expecting the worst but preparing for the best. It's all I can do right now.
