Yea, I think the lyrics pretty much spell out what she's going through if we are to interpret them literally. She wants to believe in me/us but knows there are still things out there (OM) that will make her stray. I also know that she listens to that CD constantly so this song has been resonating for some time. I was thinking of printing the lyrics for her (she doesn't know how to do those things and even if she did, doesn't have a printer) and tagging a little note that reads:
I heard you. I hear you. It’s ok to be afraid. We do have much to lose but we also have a lot to gain. If we make it through this, we can make the life we both deserve. Your smile this morning around the breakfast table was radient and reminds me of just how much you really do have to give.
Again, this is a 180 for me, actually back to the old days when things were good. I used to leave her little notes like this. Now and days I write these long thesis which she hates. Do you guys like this idea? I don't want to push things, but I do want to let her know that I paid attention to the gesture and validate what she is expressing, even if it was in someone else's words.
