I feel as if I am devoid of the DB spirit right now. Maybe I just feel that I can't DB and contemplate R talk at the same time. I really feel like I need to discuss this and get some things out in the open. Most of you who are with a WAS continuing an affair seems to know a lot more about it than I do about my W's. I don't know if I really want to know but this constant deception is killing me even faster.