I may "Sound good" in my postings but my heart and mind are still in turmoil! My hope and positivity today comes from the fact that she is going to go to councilling this evening. My "Hope" is that the councillor will push her in to reality, and we can continue to move forward. I am putting alot on this one session this evening and I don't want to set myself up for a big disappointment, but we hold on to many things that give us hope! I will prepare for the worst and the best! Very prepared for the best but the worst situatuion is her to come home and say she needs "time to think" and wants to be "friends" so she can work on her own "issues"...meaning I want the OM and we are seperated!
Tim
my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1
