That's just it! I should be! but I am not. I am guardedly more optimistic, I almost feel like I'm making sure I squelch the big surge, 'cause I'm afraid of the Big Fall again. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy about a good weekend, about physical touch, most definetely. Instead of the highs being higher, and the lows being lower, I'm doing an average.
Howdy, Bowtech!
Years ago, in counseling, I was told you can't shut down all your bad feelings and emotions because that shuts down all your good ones too. If I remember nothing else from those painful sessions, I remember that.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.