Wllowwlk - is it okay if when this one quits so do I? and just call it good enough? I dontwannastartanothernewthread!!! But I am sure I will. Stay tuned.
Interesting things this weekend, and I am still processing my thoughts. H has warmed up a few degrees. Even to the point of laying down in bed with me and exchanging back rubs, it has been a couple of months since that has happened. Nice interaction all day today, even some nice total conversations and innuendos, although actions bothered me such as not helping with tasks outside, but he did help to get the tractor started after I thought I broke it. Now I have to wonder, WTH is this all about? and how do I feel about it? I should be ecstatic! but I can't get this cap off my emotions and feel good about it. After nothing from him for so long, what changed overnight? I don't trust it, I feel like if I take the bait he's dangling he'll jerk the line and pull it back before I can get it. I don't want to feel like that again. Oh well, it's just one day, one weekend. The big baby step I've been waiting and hoping for, and now what? more wait and see.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
