WCW--HUGS TO YOU!!! Geez, what a sad way to start the morning....next time, turn off that radio!!! Sounds like it's one of "those" mornings--keep your chin up. Crying the shower is great sometimes, very releasing.

H walked you to your truck this morning, hey, that's nice! Things have been going really nice for you this week, that's nice. You've had more interaction with H, he trusts you more into his life, you had dinner together, laughs initiated by him. Think of all the good things lately. You are on the slow uphill climb, you can't look down or back now. I hope you have a much better day. What helps me is to think of a nice memory from the past, from before the mess, to remind me of a time when H was crazy about me. Somewhere, deep inside him, you KNOW it still exists, and you'll bring it out.