Hanging on/The Long Haul #7

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Kiwi - wow, what a change I hear in your typing. It shows you have already grown so very much. Too much love, maybe that does make sense. Is that my problem? That all goes back to GAL, detach, less consumed. Some days are better than others.

Right, he doesn't want to work this way, with me, right now. He still has too much resentment built up at me, even in the business. And here's another BUT. This morning he asked if I saw a big box that came in yesterday. I did, and he explained about what was in it, etc., nice convo, it IS there, WE CAN do this, I can't do it alone, HE can't do it alone. Everything started as joint projects, and with everything packed into the saddle bags, WE CAN do it by working together on all of it. I honestly feel that. In the meantime it limps along, rather than getting the boost of real attention while focus is all fuzzed up in other directions. There are many successful business couples that have too many projects. When our pile started growing, I asked H for time for us, just us. We never did, he never did. Did our problems start long before I ever realized it, he wouldn't give me time when we had time?

Yes, H probably has a whole different perspective on everything. He usually does, which is sometimes very good, he thinks
out of the box. If he would just clue me in a little bit. C-c-c-courage. I should just ask. Maybe I would feel better.

Buck and a half, 2 cents. Are you keeping a tab for me? Keep it coming!