Oh yes, there are plenty of things that I'm sure H wonders why I never do them. I do better if I make a list and can check it off, but I have to remember to write it on a list, and then I have to remember where I put the list. (bigAl, I bet you're lyao about that)

Say ILY? outloud? to his face? Where do I sign up for c-c-c-courage? I'm still recovering from asking for a hug two days ago. This morning H was laying on the couch in his jeans and no shirt when I walked in......oh......visual......that's really mean. I think I need to pay him back for that. Do unto others as they do unto you. We actually had a decent few minutes before I left for work. And I touched his knee!

I haven't been to the movies in years. I got a gift card for Christmas. It's not something I usually spend money on, and H has a definite problem with movies, his XW would go to the movies all the time and then complain 'cause she didn't have money for milk for the kids. How many times did he tell me that story???

Shocked - you mention food banks, and being so broke. Can you do an 'interest only' mortgage payment? ask your banker to work with you? and maybe you already have. I'd love to see a Financial Forum or thread, which we could all post or glean ideas from.

My frustration level is lower today, so far. Got some of my files transferred to the cd drive again, and am getting work done on that project again for Thursday deadline. But, still all those unanswered questions from yesterdays business. Not much I can do about it, let it go again.

Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.