didn't you say something about being up to your ears in manuer? I would think that shedding the cloths would be good. Cold true. (Not sure where you are)

I am sorry that I gave you the impression that you are on a path with no way back. NO you are not. if you saw the similarities I see that you are where I was about 1 year ago. (basically between OW#1 and OW#2 for us) From where you are I made enough mistakes to get to OW#2 and the move out. He was slowly opening up to me again, considering reconcilliation I believe, until I broke down on Christmas.
Now I am not even at square one, but hoping that he will let me on the gameboard again. I am not giving up for me or you.
Haven't even gotten a chance to read back on you. mostly only know what we have discussed recently, what's up w/OW?

I will do my best to keep you from making my mistakes