I hope all will straighten itself out with you in regards to these feeling you are having. I myself, even though we are not together, have those same questions. On one hand I love her on the other, I am angry at her and afraid to believe in her. Then again, my X has not yet given me anything to believe in.
Maybe I am living a pipedream...At least for you, you are getting a chance. That is all we can ask for.
