Glad to hear that you didn't totaly give up. Me, I am irritated at her right now for all that she has put us and our kids through, in order to find herself!!! Anyway, like you, we may neve be together again; but I do know one thing. I know that I have busted my butt to improve the things that I did wrong and continue to do so, for me, my kids and her. I don't know that I will ever close that door until I have found someone new who makes me forget enough. Even if she moves on, I know me, I will hold out hope. SUre that is bad; but I loved her and still do.
Well, I like you am hoping that she works her way through this and comes out on the other side wanting an US and our family if I am still available. I too, am just lying to myself that she doesn't matter anymore, in order to make it through this
