Quote: I did blow my stack, but it was after having to repeat myself time and time again, I just got really frustrated and blew a fuse.
This sounds like what my H does in spite of how hard I try to please him. Why is that ok? How can I be this BSLI stuff you talk about when all he does is get mad when I try?
Star
Star,
It's not OK, it really isn't, and it's no excuse either. It's just that, you push someone long enough, they will blow up. I've done it, you've done, we all have, and we also had it done to us too. It's not "OK", but it is human nature. This is where we take the high road,a don't let it get to us. -- Wish I'd have done that a month ago --
OK. Now I'm a bit upset. The old BB I was on, the one I "blew up", well, my W is still a part of that BB. She got a PM last night that said members of that BB are checking up on me here. I also got banned, became an "Ex-Member" of that BB as of Thursday night. Apparently I sent a message that was full of bull, which is total bull. My point though is, If I got banned from there, why are they checking up on me here? What is it to them? Why do they care? I hurts more now than ever, now they are following me around the Web, for what? -- I won't "diss" that other BB, it was good, so were the folks there, but you all kicked me out, so leave me alone. Please. --
The one person, My W, knows exactly who and what is going on, and who was behind my betrayal. It hurts. I liked giving advice to "newbies", I worked with a person, a "friend" so I thought, we helped people, now she had me banned. That's fine, that's what she wanted. She also is trying to dig up the past, like I posted earlier, but my W, from what she told me, was that she told the "person", "NO, and Go Away, I won't do that". And that was a 'help' board???
-- Sorry, I don't mean to bring up that other BB, but you know, if they are going to track me down and monitor... Why? What is it to them? They kicked me out, why follow me? --
Sorry, enough, no more other BB talk. I'm sorry.
That's is all I'll say about that...
W and I went out and had a nice dinner tonight, we then went and played pool, she won more than me, -- never scratch on an 8-ball... Argh!!!
D is at a friend's house tonight, her first New Year's Eve Party. Sad, but happy, she's growing up, but it is a bit sad to see your "baby" moving on and up in the World.
W's asleep now, too much "juice" I guess. We had a good time though, so that is what counts.
Tomorrow is a New Year, and it's going to be better than this one... How, I don't know, this year I got my W and family back, how could you ever top that???
