Thanks you guys. After reading your posts, I felt really confident....like "I can do this!!". I called my H just to say hi. He wasn't very responsive at all. I told him I'd call him later.

He just called me back and said "I'm going to need you to pick up the kids." I said "What?" He repeated "I'm going to need you to pick up the kids, I'm in the middle of something and I'm going to be here another couple hours." I said "H, tonight is my business dinner..." He said sarcastically "What time is your date??" I said "My dinner is 6:00pm" He said "What the HELL??" I said "What time did you think it would be?" He said "I don't know, nevermind, I"ll handle it." And he hung up.

Needless to say I don't feel so much like I can do it anymore. I'm deflated. Not defeated, but definitely deflated. I'm very upset.


"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."

- Nathaniel Hawthorne