I agree with you---he is lucky that you still want him.
I'll tell you something...sometimes, I think my husband is not mature enough to recognize what real love (especially shown by DB'ing) is. I don't know what he thinks I am doing. Just trying to get by day to day? Stewing in anger? Contemplating revenge? I really don't know. We can do whatever possible to show them that we do love them and forgive them for this but they have to be adult enough to recognize that. Right now, I am not so sure my H. is. I really hope you have better luck than I have!
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
