Oh well, screw OW, I can honestly say I would be surprised if it lasted (I know, famous last words). Last weekend we went out for a beer together, and I told him that no matter where "we" ended up, he would always have a large part of my heart, and that I did respect him and his decisions. He told me that he could never love like he loved me, and we agreed that the idea of spending our lives apart was impossible to comprehend, it all seems so crazy. Oh and he asked that I not share any details of my personal life, he's not ready for ME to have any special "friends." On the walk to the car, I grabbed him and kissed him (he always said I never took initiative), he kissed back and held my hand in the car. Did he still go meet up with her for a two hour hook up later? of course! How can they be so duplicitious? it makes me sick. Think I am just having a hard day today.
