Hi Ellie

I have never posted to your thread before.
I have a couple of questions for you.....
I am so emotionally and physically exhausted from this MLC ride from hell and I can see it is taking a huge toll on my body.

I am down to 105,( I am 5-3) dark circles under my eyes, my skin is breaking out, my energy level is at 0 and I can't do this anymore. I have been falling asleep alot at wierd times during the day, the lethargy justs hits me. I am probably depressed but fought so hard to get off of AD I really don't want to go back on them.
Occasionally take Klonapin if feeling anxious but not very often, used to have to take it 2-3 times a day.
I guess I need to get some vitamins so what do you suggest?

I have the B-complex stuff and the iron (as I am very Anemic)what else should I be doing.

I also started smoking again when H dropped the bomb so eventually that will have to go.

As you know I am really stressed out and I do try to take time for myself and relax a bit. I just feel like I am walking on eggshells all of the time, it isn't paranoia it is like I keep waiting for the next bomb to drop.

Thanks for your time,
Faith
X



There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.