Had a bad dream last night, that D15 was smoking. Was so relieved when I woke up this morning and realized it was just a dream.
Then tonight accidentally saw a post of D's on the computer about her interest in body modifications. She panicked and shoved me out of the way to shut off the computer before H and I could see any more. God knows what else was on there. She's in the living room arguing with my H right now.
I thought she was so much better but she so still clearly has a totally unhealthy obsession with her appearance. And I'm just a wreck - every time it seems like I can start to relax about her, something like this comes up. I love her, but frankly, the next 2 1/2 years cannot go by quickly enough for me. I just don't know how much more of this I can take.
