Hi Ellie

I am sorry you still have to relive those bad ole days from time to time.

I think I am coming to the conclusion that I may not have tolerated my H back in the marriage after what he did. Certainly not if he had not owned up to his actions fully. I don't think I could have beared to live on tenterhooks and have been wondering all the time what was going on/had gone on/might go on again in the future. I know that my H is one who doesn't "do" self improvement...

So for that reason, I am probably better off where I am right now, and I guess that has to be the silver lining in all this. Now, all I have to tackle are the causes of the frequent nightmares I have about security and money...

Oh, and I forgot to add that I am still stuck at 68 kilos. Not good, but I did get out the exercise mat once more this morning and started the routine again.

Hugs

Livnlearn

"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates