TMU - before my H and I separated, things were so tense b/w us that the separation was actually welcomed. And it worked in the beginning. Anyway, i know how hard it is to be living with someone who really isn't "there."
Hope - you're right, we do seem to be on the same cycle of emotions. While i am sorry you have to be on the ride too, it is somewhat comforting to know that i am not alone, and that my feelings are not unusual. I know that i have to do things for me. Sometimes, it just gets so boring, you know? I dread going home and staying in my room for the rest of the day/night. Maybe i'll go to B&N tonight...get me out of the house at least.
I do miss my H...and i miss those stupid things that used to annoy me when we were together. Now, i would do anything for those things. Its just a comforting feeling to be able to go home to someone who loves you unconditionally. And, now, not to have that is just depressing. I never thought my H would want to live without me. Goes to show me that i should never assume.
