We seem to continually follow the same emotions all the time. I, too, am having a down day and not looking forward to another evening at home after work missing H. It’s been a good day at work, so I can’t complain there, but as I said on my thread, I miss H. and the things we would do together. I wish we still had a R. and that we spent time together; I miss him, his laugh, his love. Imdi, I wish I could suggest something that would fill up that void. I know there is no replacement. So, meanwhile, you know the drill: do something nice for you, maybe order in for dinner, read a book, watch something funny on tv. Anything that will boost your mood even the least bit. That’s what I have to try to do, too. So, we’ll do it together knowing we’re in the same boat, ok? Many hugs, Imdi.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
