Quote: Feeling a bit low right now, although i am trying not to. No contact yet from H today. I don't know why it surprises me...this is the usual pattern. It just sucks. It is definitely harder after a good interaction to have such distance b/w us. Just feeling very lonely and not looking forward to going home after work to...well, to nothing.
I feel that way and I have 2 kids and my wife still living with me. No wonder I'm so afraid of the alternative. Anyway, you are doing the best you can. You are trying to read his mind and I know for me that's a no-no. I still try that constantly but what's the alternative? Ask him? Oh, wait, that's forbidden R talk. I am in a low place too but I hope I can find a way out of it before I make a mistake I will regret (a heavy R talk with the W tonight). I think you will be ok. Come on here, post and hopefully there will be some kind soles who will be there for you to get you through the night. With any luck at all we won't need (and notice I say NEED) someone to get us through the night sometime soon...
