Hope- Thanks for your thoughts. Its a tough thing. I would like to think that my H wants to be intimate for the "connection" and not b/c he just wants to "get some." But, sometimes, I wonder. And then i thought, well, does he just not want to turn me down when i initiate? But, he also initiates, which of course made me wonder if its just sex to him. Oh, i don't know. Every time i tell myself that i am going to put an end to it, i back down. Its just really confusing, you know. Like, how can he be this way with me, but not want to be with me? I try not to think the worst, but sometimes it does get the better of me.
No contact from H yesterday. I didn't call him either. We'll see what he does today. I am not initiating any phone calls to him.
