I know exactly how you feel. I, too, have wondered if H. and o.w. made fun of me while they were together. I can tell you that he called me several times from his car while driving to and from that said city and she was RIGHT THERE in the car with him (obviously keeping very quiet so I would think he was alone). I can't imagine what they must have said when he would hang up. It's things like this that just have me dumbfounded about H. because I can't believe he treated me that way. I never would have thought he could be so heartless.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
